[Inaho shrugs slightly. Again, he had nothing to prove and he didn't owe anything to anyone. However, Slaine seemed to have gotten attached, but then from the way people talked about Slaine and to Slaine he was doing well here. Inaho wasn't exactly doing as well as that, but he was less emotionally invested in the people around him.
Or so he had thought. Up until he had attacked the others and had gone on to attack Slaine.]
You're invested in them and close to them, you would have a different reaction if you did the same.
[It's not a subject Slaine wants to get into, and the rigidity in his posture says about as much. He's more given to relate to others through similar experiences or ideas, and that's the same thing he's done back home when he showed Lemrina her scars - or in trusting Harklight as much as he has. There's still a barrier there, all the same, but he'd be ineffective if he doesn't know how to connect with others.
Surely on some level, anyone has to, even Inaho Kaizuka]
But I'm not the subject at hand, and theoretical scenarios aren't pertinent here.
Your ties will keep you from being able to make the hard decisions later on.
[Inaho was stuck there. He had started to relate to those around him, but he was awkward and different so the connections were taking longer to form. He wasn't going to let them get close when even at home the people closest to him were a little put off by his actions as well. He wouldn't open himself up that much.]
I'll think over the information you've given me.
[It's the only branch of anything he's willing to give Slaine. The other is right, nothing will be fixed if he runs away. So, he won't. But, that doesn't mean that he will go back and readily throw himself into something he isn't sure he's ready for at the moment.]
[For his part, Slaine doesn't have any particular expectations with regards to what Inaho will do... But he felt it was necessary to address. He does have some responsibility for the people he'd occupied a room with, and that doesn't change because he's done something he regrets. Whether they'll accept him or not isn't something he can say until he speaks to them.
And part of why such a point matters to him is that, on some level, he's been accepted despite some of the things he's done. Things he doesn't forgive himself for, and doubts he ever will... But that's not something he can readily admit to himself, much less his erstwhile enemy]
I'd rather think I draw strength from the knowledge that I act for more than just myself.
[That's something he's rather sure of. Slaine has always been more about other people than himself, and it's what drives him and gotten him as far as he's come so far. He'll never consider that a weakness - instead, he thinks there's more of a drawback to the way Inaho seems to operate.
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[Inaho shrugs slightly. Again, he had nothing to prove and he didn't owe anything to anyone. However, Slaine seemed to have gotten attached, but then from the way people talked about Slaine and to Slaine he was doing well here. Inaho wasn't exactly doing as well as that, but he was less emotionally invested in the people around him.
Or so he had thought. Up until he had attacked the others and had gone on to attack Slaine.]
You're invested in them and close to them, you would have a different reaction if you did the same.
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[It's not a subject Slaine wants to get into, and the rigidity in his posture says about as much. He's more given to relate to others through similar experiences or ideas, and that's the same thing he's done back home when he showed Lemrina her scars - or in trusting Harklight as much as he has. There's still a barrier there, all the same, but he'd be ineffective if he doesn't know how to connect with others.
Surely on some level, anyone has to, even Inaho Kaizuka]
But I'm not the subject at hand, and theoretical scenarios aren't pertinent here.
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[Inaho was stuck there. He had started to relate to those around him, but he was awkward and different so the connections were taking longer to form. He wasn't going to let them get close when even at home the people closest to him were a little put off by his actions as well. He wouldn't open himself up that much.]
I'll think over the information you've given me.
[It's the only branch of anything he's willing to give Slaine. The other is right, nothing will be fixed if he runs away. So, he won't. But, that doesn't mean that he will go back and readily throw himself into something he isn't sure he's ready for at the moment.]
Thank you for the eyepatch.
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And part of why such a point matters to him is that, on some level, he's been accepted despite some of the things he's done. Things he doesn't forgive himself for, and doubts he ever will... But that's not something he can readily admit to himself, much less his erstwhile enemy]
I'd rather think I draw strength from the knowledge that I act for more than just myself.
[That's something he's rather sure of. Slaine has always been more about other people than himself, and it's what drives him and gotten him as far as he's come so far. He'll never consider that a weakness - instead, he thinks there's more of a drawback to the way Inaho seems to operate.
But that too isn't something he's about to say]
Just returning something that's yours.