[He's taking responsibility for them even in a state such as that.]
There is no reason for us to be at each other's throats here when there are people that can't formulate a way to improve their chances of survival.
[That doesn't mean he has to stay in Activity Room A.]
With Kallen and the others in close proximity to Activity Room A, there is little reason for me to stay there.
[Though even he knows eventually he will probably end up being drug back by one person or another. He can try and at least prevent it for the time being.]
[He looks at Slaine. The other would have the pleasure of seeing his brows go up and a small frown appear on his lips. Yup, that's right. Inaho is frowning at you Slaine. Not in any way that would make anyone that wasn't well acquainted with him. If they are going to do name calling then he might as well not pull punches.]
I never realized you were the type to call people names, Slaine Troyard.
[He shrugs lightly, showing no reaction to the fact that for once, Inaho has actually emoted in some manner. It's a rarity as he's come to understand it, but right now the fact that he did respond supersedes what that response is]
You made a mistake, and your answer is to walk away. What about the people who put their confidence in you? You'll shrug them off on me - on Kallen? I had to contact you, and I'd imagine Ritsu did too.
[It's true. He won't lie, and he thinks about the words. He could lash out, but he wasn't the type. He didn't even feel like lashing out, he just felt tired. It was a tiredness that had seeped into him along with the knowledge that something at any time could force him into a situation where he could hurt those around him.]
I am atoning for it by taking responsibility and removing myself so they can rest easy.
[Inaho isn't like Slaine. He knows what the other would do to atone. He'd seen it first hand when the other had smiled and tapped right between his eyes on the beach.]
[For all that Slaine's words are biting, he remains outwardly calm. There's no point in getting worked up - it won't help the situation. He doubts he'll ever see eye-to-eye with Inaho, but that's of no consequence.
The fact remains that what he's doing is more for himself than for others, even if he doesn't see it that way. Ironically, it doesn't occur to him that on an emotional level, he tends to do something not dissimilar]
It's not atonement if you deny them closure and presuppose what they want.
[And that's something he can't know if he just ducks them at every turn. It could have happened to any of them - could still happen to any of them]
As to what I'd do... I couldn't know their thoughts I didn't face them, could I? And I doubt my roommates would allow me to hide to begin with.
[Inaho shrugs slightly. Again, he had nothing to prove and he didn't owe anything to anyone. However, Slaine seemed to have gotten attached, but then from the way people talked about Slaine and to Slaine he was doing well here. Inaho wasn't exactly doing as well as that, but he was less emotionally invested in the people around him.
Or so he had thought. Up until he had attacked the others and had gone on to attack Slaine.]
You're invested in them and close to them, you would have a different reaction if you did the same.
[It's not a subject Slaine wants to get into, and the rigidity in his posture says about as much. He's more given to relate to others through similar experiences or ideas, and that's the same thing he's done back home when he showed Lemrina her scars - or in trusting Harklight as much as he has. There's still a barrier there, all the same, but he'd be ineffective if he doesn't know how to connect with others.
Surely on some level, anyone has to, even Inaho Kaizuka]
But I'm not the subject at hand, and theoretical scenarios aren't pertinent here.
Your ties will keep you from being able to make the hard decisions later on.
[Inaho was stuck there. He had started to relate to those around him, but he was awkward and different so the connections were taking longer to form. He wasn't going to let them get close when even at home the people closest to him were a little put off by his actions as well. He wouldn't open himself up that much.]
I'll think over the information you've given me.
[It's the only branch of anything he's willing to give Slaine. The other is right, nothing will be fixed if he runs away. So, he won't. But, that doesn't mean that he will go back and readily throw himself into something he isn't sure he's ready for at the moment.]
[For his part, Slaine doesn't have any particular expectations with regards to what Inaho will do... But he felt it was necessary to address. He does have some responsibility for the people he'd occupied a room with, and that doesn't change because he's done something he regrets. Whether they'll accept him or not isn't something he can say until he speaks to them.
And part of why such a point matters to him is that, on some level, he's been accepted despite some of the things he's done. Things he doesn't forgive himself for, and doubts he ever will... But that's not something he can readily admit to himself, much less his erstwhile enemy]
I'd rather think I draw strength from the knowledge that I act for more than just myself.
[That's something he's rather sure of. Slaine has always been more about other people than himself, and it's what drives him and gotten him as far as he's come so far. He'll never consider that a weakness - instead, he thinks there's more of a drawback to the way Inaho seems to operate.
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[As are a majority of the people in the room. That is why Inaho is wary of going back to be honest.]
I understand there is no merit to attacking you.
[It's a change in topic to what is really bothering him, if things actively bothered Inaho.]
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[Not generally, at any rate. He's also quite sure if Inaho had planned to attack him, he'd have been much more calculated in going about it.
As much suggests only one thing to him]
You weren't yourself.
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[He's taking responsibility for them even in a state such as that.]
There is no reason for us to be at each other's throats here when there are people that can't formulate a way to improve their chances of survival.
[That doesn't mean he has to stay in Activity Room A.]
With Kallen and the others in close proximity to Activity Room A, there is little reason for me to stay there.
[Though even he knows eventually he will probably end up being drug back by one person or another. He can try and at least prevent it for the time being.]
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[That's the argument he wants to make...?
What Inaho might call responsibility brings a very different word to mind for Slaine]
I didn't know the biggest obstacle to Vers' forces was a coward. That's disappointing.
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[He looks at Slaine. The other would have the pleasure of seeing his brows go up and a small frown appear on his lips. Yup, that's right. Inaho is frowning at you Slaine. Not in any way that would make anyone that wasn't well acquainted with him. If they are going to do name calling then he might as well not pull punches.]
I never realized you were the type to call people names, Slaine Troyard.
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[He shrugs lightly, showing no reaction to the fact that for once, Inaho has actually emoted in some manner. It's a rarity as he's come to understand it, but right now the fact that he did respond supersedes what that response is]
You made a mistake, and your answer is to walk away. What about the people who put their confidence in you? You'll shrug them off on me - on Kallen? I had to contact you, and I'd imagine Ritsu did too.
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I am atoning for it by taking responsibility and removing myself so they can rest easy.
[Inaho isn't like Slaine. He knows what the other would do to atone. He'd seen it first hand when the other had smiled and tapped right between his eyes on the beach.]
What would you do if you had done what I did?
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The fact remains that what he's doing is more for himself than for others, even if he doesn't see it that way. Ironically, it doesn't occur to him that on an emotional level, he tends to do something not dissimilar]
It's not atonement if you deny them closure and presuppose what they want.
[And that's something he can't know if he just ducks them at every turn. It could have happened to any of them - could still happen to any of them]
As to what I'd do... I couldn't know their thoughts I didn't face them, could I? And I doubt my roommates would allow me to hide to begin with.
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[Inaho shrugs slightly. Again, he had nothing to prove and he didn't owe anything to anyone. However, Slaine seemed to have gotten attached, but then from the way people talked about Slaine and to Slaine he was doing well here. Inaho wasn't exactly doing as well as that, but he was less emotionally invested in the people around him.
Or so he had thought. Up until he had attacked the others and had gone on to attack Slaine.]
You're invested in them and close to them, you would have a different reaction if you did the same.
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[It's not a subject Slaine wants to get into, and the rigidity in his posture says about as much. He's more given to relate to others through similar experiences or ideas, and that's the same thing he's done back home when he showed Lemrina her scars - or in trusting Harklight as much as he has. There's still a barrier there, all the same, but he'd be ineffective if he doesn't know how to connect with others.
Surely on some level, anyone has to, even Inaho Kaizuka]
But I'm not the subject at hand, and theoretical scenarios aren't pertinent here.
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[Inaho was stuck there. He had started to relate to those around him, but he was awkward and different so the connections were taking longer to form. He wasn't going to let them get close when even at home the people closest to him were a little put off by his actions as well. He wouldn't open himself up that much.]
I'll think over the information you've given me.
[It's the only branch of anything he's willing to give Slaine. The other is right, nothing will be fixed if he runs away. So, he won't. But, that doesn't mean that he will go back and readily throw himself into something he isn't sure he's ready for at the moment.]
Thank you for the eyepatch.
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And part of why such a point matters to him is that, on some level, he's been accepted despite some of the things he's done. Things he doesn't forgive himself for, and doubts he ever will... But that's not something he can readily admit to himself, much less his erstwhile enemy]
I'd rather think I draw strength from the knowledge that I act for more than just myself.
[That's something he's rather sure of. Slaine has always been more about other people than himself, and it's what drives him and gotten him as far as he's come so far. He'll never consider that a weakness - instead, he thinks there's more of a drawback to the way Inaho seems to operate.
But that too isn't something he's about to say]
Just returning something that's yours.